Thursday, March 19, 2009

Uncle Lee Uncle Lee

It is my routine to read asiaone.com. it keeps me in touch with the latest news mainly from Singapore and Malaysia. The website features important world news to the most sensational news gossips. Just how a Singaporean living in Malaysia likes it.
I came across this article on Minster Mentor Mr. Lee Kwan Yew saying to "Exhort Chinese Parents in Singapore". I reacted very strongly, mixed feelings overwhelmed me. 
I think to myself such a hypocrite and so very ironic.
EXHORT in 2009? My mother went to a chinese high school in Singapore during the 50s. 
That's the time when Singapore just gained its independence, when the british left and when Mr Lee Kwan Yew was trying to gain popularity among the grassroots population. PAP (people action party) Capital P.. for Propoganda. Cannot blame them cos a lot of population are hard labourers with little education and low income. The Nation needed moulding, reshaping and alot needed to be done. 
My mother together with her group of friends speak Mandarin and write perfect chinese. But as the nation grew there was little opportunities for them. Everyone who tried to "Internationalise" their businesses, wanted someone who can speak English. Being multi-racial, English became the common language for the nation.
The English Ed became the Elite and Chinese Ed became the rejects. 
School Subjects are all in English , Chinese Schools are only by name but not by practice. 
I had one Chinese class it was compulsory subject, you have to pass it. 
Mandarin is my mother tougue, my English is horrendous may still be.. in fact i used to be too shy to even speak English cos people would laugh at my grammar. 
Times are different. Now China have become the big world economy player, it is acceptable to speak Mandarin and know Chinese again.    
I realised as a byproduct of my nations policies, i became a biligual. fluent in both English and Mandarin. unlike some of my Geng Geng Singaporeans I am the puah tang zui (water half filled)
I am neither very good in my English or my Chinese. the sad thing is I cannot write Chinese without auto spell and i struggle to read Chinese books or papers. 
Uncle lee what have you done Uncle Lee. 
For the longest time, my mother felt she is below par becos she cannot speak English. 
A lot of her friends shares the same sentiments. 
Exhort them then exhort them now. 
Exhort the ones who brave being ostracize for having more than 2 children during your 70's birth control campaign, for it is their children who works the fields of your nation today. 
Exhort them then exhort them now
Exhort them who embraced creativity who think Art is more than Science, for it is them who breathe lives to the lifeless souls in the nation.
Exhort them then exhort them now
Exhort those who speak their minds, rebel against the norms, break the barriers, for it is them who give a voice to the new generation.
I exhort you Uncle Lee then and I Exhort you now. 
You will forever be my hero, for it is you who made Singapore what it is and gave me a place which I call home. 
but look at all of us closely with more hearts and less minds for we are the sons and daughters of your land.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Crazy weather


Scorching Hot.. Pouring rain
Why is the weather like this?
33 degrees.. then it drops 23 degrees
Hot then cold.
Drive people nuts. Drive me nuts.
I got sun burnt in the morning got drench at night.
Why like that?
like the weather my mood fluctuates.
One min I am happy, warm and helpful, next min I am angry and sad.
I am not the only person who feels this way i think.
also I will ask Why like that?
to my fellow humans.... sorry, cos perhaps we are indeed only human.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Everyday is a Party






Hayley likes parties. There is a constant party scene playing in her head.

Holiday-Petaling Street





We did it! I suggested a trip to Petaling Street. 
Somewhere with no air con and rows rows of franchise stores.
Ok.. instead we got rows and rows of fake watches and luxury handbags.
The purpose of the trip was to visit KL Commercial bookstore.
A chinese bookstore. soak up some local cultures and flavours.
We ate at the food court behind the street.
we tried everything. Yong Tau Foo is fantastic, Chee Cheong Fun is good, 
Assam Laksa is good too, curry noodle ok, pork ball noodle is pingping.
looking at some of old buildings reminds me of my childhood days.
the building used to looked like this too. I can't say what style are they cos I am not an expert.
I just know the mosaics layout is really familiar. Cannot find them like this is SIngapore anymore
cos they have torn them down and restored them to look different.
I missed them. I missed that feeling. late 70s, 80s and 90s.. 2000s.
I 'll bring my children to places to look at things and experience life in their times.
So that when they grow up, they know exactly what they are looking for. 

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Don't you like this


I remember this toy. 
the one I remember looked a bit different
Its very cute cos you can never make it fall
No matter how hard you try pressing it down, it keep bouncing up each time you let go
Its swings around and make a lot of sound
Becos it has bells in its stomach
I like this toy..

I dedicate it to you. 

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Humble the Bully



She was not a nice kid. Like many kids she couldn't understand why were those children different.
Those children known as friends or schoolmates are intellectually slower.
They were placed in the last class of the school. 'Outcast'..'Stupid' and 'Weird' they were called.
One of them took on a liking to her and she didn't like it.
She resented it. She thought this girl was weird. This girl liked to follow her around in school. 
Somedays if she was in a good mood she would talk to this girl. Some day she turned nasty,she shooed this girl away and asked her to leave her alone. They were 8 or 9 years old then.
This girl never really did anything to provoke her except showing her admiration for her.
She never accepted this girl..

She grew up and she became a nice lady. She thinks about her 'weird' friend once in a while.
Wondering why she then so resented her being. She feels sorry for what she did. 
She has her own children eventually. One of her children is 'special'. He attends a special school.
He is slower than the other kids of his age. She loved him more than life.
She remembered her friend and she thinks perhaps her friend too was special.
learning disability, down syndrome, autism, dyslexic, brain damaged, cerebral palsy... 
She will never know.. 
God has strange plans for one to make amends.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

recycle

 What is the plan? The Grand Plan?

Selfishness Viciously Lazy, Refusal to Obey. 

We produce and reproduce in all vigor and arrogance. 

For the good of the people; for the material benefits of self and at the expense of nature.

He provided but we said "Let me do it.. cos I am not satisfied".

More more and more. but there is no more.

So let's look at it again.

Less is more?

If I suggest Recycle will it be pretentious act? 

Will it be a fad?

God gives us wisdom like in all things. 

The heat from the sky is driving us mad.. how can we resist from switching on the air con which contributes to Global Warming?